This Christmas, my heart desires only one thing—Jesus. It’s not gifts, lights, or festive cheer, but the deep peace and unwavering love of my Savior that I long for. I believe in God because I’ve felt His love in my brokenness. In my darkest moments, when I could have turned to addiction, distractions, or fleeting comforts, I turned to Him. And in that surrender, I found something extraordinary—a peace that surpasses all understanding.

When all else failed, I went to God. I sat in my pain, my trauma, and my fears, and He met me there. He held me through the storm, filling the empty spaces within me with His presence. It wasn’t an instant transformation, but a journey—a beautiful, organic process of healing. Through it, He gave me a gift that no one else could: a deep, abiding joy and the confidence to trust in what’s to come.

Jesus has already shown me glimpses of my future. Though I haven’t yet received the blessings, I feel the joy of knowing they are on their way. This confidence has replaced my anxiety, for I know that in His time, He makes all things beautiful.

This Christmas, I don’t need anything else. All I want is to rest in His love, His peace, and His promises. Jesus is the greatest gift, and my heart overflows with gratitude for all He has done and all He will do.

Thank you, Jesus. You are all I want, today and forever.