It’s your birthday today, and it’s been 8 years since you left us …

Please know that your husband has never been the same since your leaving.. undeniably , you were his anchor in life ..All of us are trying our best to keep his spirits up , but there s a relentless sadness within him.. the simple reality is we come alone, live alone and leave alone..

I’m sorry your life was cut short mum, and that you’re not here to experience the vivacious grandchildren. I am sure you miss spoiling them rotten , but are closely watch them from heaven..Raphael misses his ‘nana’ terribly and is lost without you..

Mum, I’m sorry that I failed to love you the way you needed to be loved. I just did not know how to make you happy..

I tried my best and kept coming back , hanging round the corridors of your life..hoping you would “see” me and accept me for who I was, instead of expecting me to be a certain way.

I realise that most of the issues we had, stemmed from the simple fact that you did not love yourself enough. You were overly responsible and at times extended yourself to people and causes, much to your detriment..

I love you mum. I know your at peace with the Lord. You deserve this time of rest…

Thank you for giving me the gift of my life and for the gift of God ❤️